Monday, September 8, 2014

everywhere I fall, don't know name or location.

summar is ovarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr and it was a little disappointing (I'm beginning to think it will never not be), but I:

cried like a baby at spirited away, kind of learned how to sew, did a lot of self-improvement,  caught up on Parks and Rec and Bob's Burgers, started watching Twin Peaks, went shopping at a thrift store near my house, went to an robotics and programming camp because nerd, got a letter telling me that I was accepted for a scholarship that I wrote like three essays and had about 5 panic attacks to get, got realllyyyy into the world cup, did some more art/writing, ignored crippling anxiety to submit some of said art/writing to zines, was happy and sad and enjoyed feeling feelings vividly, became more confident, volunteered at my library and met a buncha cool people, picked flowers, listened to a lot of podcasts, went to my first ever ONE DIRECTION concert with my friends which led to me figuring out that:

a. i like pop music because i like to danceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
b. being a snob about music is literally such a waste of valuable time that i could spend saving the world and being happy

and a few other things. also- I got back into reading books the way I read them when I was younger:

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sorry for the totally lame photo quality but top to bottom:

ee cummings: 100 selected poems
just kids / patti smith
the grand design / stephen hawking and leonard mlodinow
waging heavy peace / neil young
july august 2014 poetry book my friend gave me
rough magic (a biography of sylvia plath) / paul alexander
madeline in london / ludwig bemelmans

(let me know if you've read any of these or have any recommendations for books)
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towards the end of the summer, everything just started blurring into one long hazy day:

untrustyou:

Manbo Key


devicfotos:

california - january 2014




artvevo:

"I think I’m afraid of death 24 hours a day. I swear. And I’m so scared of those few seconds of consciousness before you die. When you know you’re gonna die. I can’t stop thinking that way. It’s exhausting. Really exhausting."
Before Sunrise, 1995

la-pomme-de-mes-yeux:

 


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how were your summers, I really wanna hear about it in the comments!

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kanyinsola

photos; top to bottom:
1- Manbo Key // 2- california, january 2014 // 3- faye wong // 4- via vhs-evcore (tumblr) // 5- before sunrise, 1995 // 6- Inspirace (Karel Zeman), 1948 // 7- anna paquin in almost famous, 2000