i'm exhausted. i'm finally graduating after months of stress. i'm a little worried about not showing enough emotion with my friends who are leaving either because i'm too detached or because i never really gave myself the chance to develop connections with them; i don't want to just float from person to person, i want to have roots. but to be honest, i really don't know what i feel. i regret the most not being kinder to more people, but i guess it's a little late. right now i'm mostly thinking about where i want to go and what i want to do and how much of life is just waiting.
1. 17 . youth lagoon
2. lay me down . sam smith
3. salad days . mac demarco
5. the last time i saw richard . joni mitchell
6. laura . bat for lashes
7. be my baby . ariana grande
8. big girls cry . sia
9. acrobat . angel olsen
10. long-legged guitar pickin' man . johnny & june cash
11. eddie my love . teen queens
12. crying . d.d. dumbo
13. jailhouse rock . elvis presley
14. milk . sea oleena
15. gooey . glass animals
this has basically nothing to do with anything, but i've been really in love with the aesthetic quality of produce lately. fresh fruits n vegetables are so great, i kno this isn't a #health(goth)blog but if are lucky enough to have access to this stuff, the adults in your life aren't lying when they tell you that it makes you feel genuinely better.
i really like the layering: the black t-shirt dress is DIY, the floral dress and the birkenstocks are thrift.
ok that's all.